Hi there...each week, i'll be writing an entry about parts of my life a good number of you didn't know before...Why am I doing this? Because, well, I like telling stories, and I feel inspiried to tell people stuff about me that no one really knew about me...But anyway
#1 - Fear of riding bikes/being lonely...
I remembered a time when I was 5...and I was riding a tricicle (That how you spell it? Anyaway...) and I was with these "so-called" friends of mine, and I was riding with them, and when I fell down on my bike, I scraped my leg and they left me behind, riding away laughing...
Worst thing about it was not only did I scrape my knee, but I was crying right on my doorstep when i fell over. Alot of my childhood is probably epitomised by this, as I found it quite hard to trust people in all honesty. I always remembered that I was picked on by kids in primary school, especially since at that time I didn't speak much english and I didn't really have many friends to count on.
And the "being picked on" part shows physically...My nose is shaped with a slight bump because when I was in Year 6 my nose was busted open by someone that I will not name and blood was gushing down the St.James playground...It doesn't help also when you had physical abuse by your parents as a child...I have scars around me that bare the marks I had...
I wish I could go on about this part of my life, but I think I will leave it for now because reminiscing on all this is starting to make me sad...
Thank you for reading...More to follow next week :)
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