Where am i at the moment?

Might as well do an article about me for once, haha. Basically, the thing is...i think i probably had the best year in my life so far, like i mean, it feels that i finally tried to enjoy myself on the social front in my eyes. This is because that i feel that my parents didn't really give me much freedom or room to manovere, so, in one respect i feel that i have been malnourished on that front, but then again, could i blame them for all the hell and pain that had happened to me in the past? Meh, i dunno to be honest, all the ifs and buts of life, its all quite elementary and will balance itself out in the end haha.
I think that in the University front, i think that i sorta winged the first year, as in, i really started brightly because i want to get the ground off running. However, i sort of, admittedly, tried to "find myself" in a social life alot, because i felt despite me being 19 and all, i felt that my mind was quite mono in that i tried to focus on 1 thing at life (and thats a silly card game haha) rather than seeing the better virtues in life.
Alright, so, i sorta contradicted myself blaming my parents for me not having a social life, and myself in a way as well, haha. Well, i feel that i mostly blame myself because of the fact that there was once when like i felt really alienated from society, in that i did not really trust anyone anymore (cries) but, alas, we learn from it i suppose...
MY aim is now to work hard in my 2nd year in uni, get the best i can, hang out more with the new friends i have made, and the old ones too, and well, as many friends i hold close to my heart really hehe. But i think, one of the most important things i want to aim for, is to find someone that loves me. I just feel it is the case because, well, not that i am desperete or anything like that, but in all honesty, none of my previous relationships had any substance nor any of the girls liked me for who i am. It either ended with them just saying "I never really liked you", or "I don't want to see you again!" So, well, i have feelings for someone, but, i feel that its best not to say...Because, well, now is not the time...

Peace out!

Karma? and Reincarnation? real, or a lie?

This is an article that is dedicated to the theory behind Karma and reincarnation, as it is recently that i have quite intrigued and fascinated by this subject and the knowledge behind it...You see, the first time, admittedly, when i heard the phrase of "Karma" was when i was 14, and i was in an anime forum, and with the profile, you have something called "Karma" count, and i was like, "What the hell? What does karma has anything to do with your posting and stuff?" Well of course, i never really knew the meaning of the word Karma then, because of course, it is understandable that one in such a young age wouldn't fathom such thoughts or ideologies, or better yet, not really care so much of it in all honesty.
Now, i did say "Recently" correct? So, i was intrested in this whole Karma thing after chatting to a good friend of mine the other day (facebook of all places, aha) and she is quite a strong believer of karma. She told me that Karma is like "a balance", a balance that eventually all the bad things that happen to someone will eventually bite them back. Now, of course it is sort of hard to understand this in a logical way, but i suppose you can be correct in thinking of the old phrase, "What goes around, comes around" , in that eventually, it will haunt you eventually...So, hearing everything that she said (and for the sake of plagarism, i won't say it here, because its her views, and therefore it would be inapproprate in stealing her thunder, and just use this article to just blurb out her words, and make me sound like it was i that done the research). So, after hearing my long-winded introduction, onto the real juicy stuff...

THE PHILOSOPHY OF KARMA